over my head

wow i dint think it was gonna be this much work. not afraid of doin hard work but wow think i bit off more then i can chew i guess i shouldnt have picked up this extra class. i know i should withdraw but because im stubborn i wont do it. i guess its a good thing im not workin this summer so i can put my days to studying and doing homework. i dont have time to do anything but thats a good thing keeps me from hangin with dumb asses and gettin dragged into their drama. went out to stockbridge sunday. havent been out there in almost a year. glad i did i miss bein out there. nice to get away even though it was for a day and yes i did a bit of homework out there too lol speaking i gotta get back to the grind. :0

bitting my tears and worry and smiling

last night i got a email from my cousin telling me my aunts in the hospital it makes me wanna cry. i know shes has issues all her life most of them come from her childhood. i just got in contact with her a little less then a year ago and sometimes when we talk i ask her questions about my family. i cant help but wonder if that has anything to do with whats goin on. i really like her and am concerned about her. i hope she gets the treatment that she needs and gets better. id really to see her truly happy. i guess all i can do is hope and pray for her.

better then i expected

Took 3 exams today so far I have a b in class yay :) still not having much energy wonder if I should go to the dr and get checked out.. Must be downriver jerks week got 3 dumb asses tryin to spit game at me lmao. Feeling sleepy think im gonna read my book and go to bed

karma bit ya in the ass

well they must have gotten something in the mail from my lawyer cuz on Tuesday they called 8 times in 6 hours. they've started calling today too. they know their in the wrong or they wouldn't be blowing up my phone. i wonder what happens next? other then that busy busy busy with school. man o man am i gonna earn this credit. i wouldn't have thought this class would be so hard but its kicking my ass!! im takin 6 credits but this is the one im worried bout i think when i take my test this weekend i wont be so stressed so we shall see. ive had appts. at the school for the past few days so i can do what i gotta do. i have no patience but its all workin out for the best. now if i could only get my records from Florida and id be good to go :)

Surprises

Wow my mom surprised me yesterday. Told me she was proud of me for gettin my ged and have me grad money. When I was goin to school for it she never encouraged me or anything. Idk but it was nice what she did yesterday. Got all my homework done. Kinda nervous bout todays class terminology is hard!! I need to pass with a c to take the classes I need but I hope I do way better then that. Still lookin for a new job hope I find something soon. Went to see thor last nite with chris. I didnt think I was gonna like it but I did.now I need to catch up on the other movies to the marvel series lol well I guess I should get up and about so I'm to class on time

Feakin out

Grrrr doin my homework. Man this class is gonna kick my ass. I hope ill do well and pass. Idk how I'm going to balance everything. Looks like all I'll be doing this summer is studying. Not a bad thing but I still need a job

Price 2 pay

Hung with chris yesterday had a blast but for some reaon I feel like crap 2 day

people are stupid

grr went and got my hearing test Monday not the results that i wanted but nothin i can do about it. took my job the Dr excuse still not back to work so i met with a lawyer wed. and now im suing them. its not about the money its so that they dont get away with treating people like this. school stuff all taken care of now waiting for my books. decided to take another class. hope it all works out. now im just looking for another job hope that i find one soon. filled out a app where my sister in law works hope i can get in there it would deff save me tons of gas money thats for sure. Brooke started textin me the other day sayin shes sorry and tellin me that Derek said i posted his n palmers number on craiglist. ive never done anything like that nor do i have palmers number. idk if its him or her playin games but this is stupid as hell. she is a drama queen and after the way she has treated me i basically want nothing to do with her. im not gonna keep dealin with shit like that. shes showed me her true colors im good. plus tryin to cause problems between me and my brother u dont cross that line. i see who she values family. i dont need people like that in my life thats for sure. well i guess i should get my butt in the shower and finish gettin my stuff for school next week is comin up pretty fast

Upside down inside out feeliing

Fml well I havent worked since wed. Someone making a big deal and worrying about me instead of themselves I can't go back to work till I have a dr excuse. So dumb...... I do have a hearing test on monday. Its time I get all this taken care of anyways. But it would be nice to work... I dont know it is what it is. Hmmm been talkin to someone dunno where its goin but if it does some people are gonna have issues cuz they are argont.  At this point I'm a grown woman I should be able to do what makes me happyjust last weekend i went out to celebrate and cuz someone doest like someone else i was gonna be eliminated for hangin with that person.im done caring anymore. these people dont take part in my life anyways.